Sunday, September 16, 2012

Exams!

Last Friday, any of you went to KL to meet with Prince William and his wife Princess Kate?
I missed the opportunity and how much I wish I could go, but I can't, due to the school exam.
What paper I having on that day? (Mikroekonomi)The paper was like holy shit for me!
There's 4bahagian, (A,B,C and D)
Usually, the Bahagian(B) would be easy for me, since you got to do 5questions out of 8.
But this paper, I only managed to do one, and others I have no idea how and what to answered!
So i skipped that section and go on for the next one. I'm glad I did that and did not stuck at Bahagian(B).
Due to limited time, I completed all the answering include the Bahagian(B) which I took only 10minutes to finish up 4question.
Is so terrible that I hope my marks/result did not drop compare to the last exam!

Talks about marks/result! Had you seen the newspaper? It wrote that Form6 STPM MUET result will be out on the 20th September.
Oh damn! I think I'm going to retake it if my result did not reach my target.
I did not do well in the writing, listening, and also the reading test! And all these three paper consists a lot of marks!

Friday, September 7, 2012

三个字,“对不起”

我已经受够了小小忍者里的一位玩家,JET。
以前发生过了相同的东西,我以不在追究了。
结果,在不久前,又发生了同一件事!
那也就是把长辈拉进游戏讲!我无法忍耐!
说玩家,没关系。但是长辈他们对你做了什么呢?
当那位玩家一说到他们,我就直接密聊他,叫他道歉。
结果呢?他给我的回复是 'so' 还有 '又怎样'。
还敢敢说SO!这是一件没礼貌的事。
你不尊敬人家的长辈也就算了。
你到要想想看如果其他人说了你的父母/家长呢?

这事已连托了好几天。后来我找了RAVEN来聊。
跟他说了,况且叫他跟JET谈,叫他道歉。不然,我永远都不会原谅他!
但是,RAvEN硬要帮他道歉并且要我原谅他!
说那三个字“对不起”有那么艰难吗?
但是我依然不原谅直到他亲自说“对不起”这三个字。
这是因为 他对我说的,不是你。是他伤我的,不是你。是他弄我掉泪,不是你。
何必要帮他道歉呢?用你TOP1身份?
对不起,我根本就不理会你是TOP还是首相呢。你我都是人类。
还有,我更不可以把你当做他来接受你代他抱歉!
你咳嗽了,能不能当毒药是咳嗽药水来喝呢?

对,他是你家族的人,你是他的族长,你有负责任。
但是,我跟他结婚,你不可能要代替他来帮我搞大肚子吧?(比喻)
最后,他叫我在群里跟JET聊,况且能原谅他。
我问了JET好多问题。问了他,为何要跟我道歉?问了他,他到底学到了什么。
面子上,我是已经原谅了他,但在我心里,我还再怀疑,到底是不是本人在道歉呢?
有可能RAVEN要摆平这事,就开了JET的帐号。因为那时RAVEN刚好说要下线,回家。
最后,在停止留言前,我在群里跟JET说

(被伤到很深,一定会有很深的伤口。虽然那皮盖住了伤口,但是轻轻的碰它,就会痛。用药膏,可以加快伤口恢复,但是那个疤痕会永远的在那,怎样都不会消失。每当看到那道疤痕,就会回想起来,因为,那道疤痕留下来的回忆记忆已深深地刻在脑海里。)

所以呢,JET',你叫我忘记,是不可能的事!我无法做到!
你所说的话,已深深的伤了我。你的道歉就是我的药。那道疤痕,代表我么和睦。

啊,听到他想我道歉后,流了以下的泪水,心里感觉舒服了!
这还是握第一次感受到这种松了一口气的心情呢!
虽然松了那口气,我依然想到了另外一件事,是关于我的朋友。
现在的问题是,我到底要不要去学校毕业典礼舞会呢?