I wanted to write a post about what happened yesterday night, but after considering over and over again, I decided not to write. Some people might think is an impulsive action, some might think I'm quite a negative thinker.

However I would like to let everyone know, especially him, to know part of me..

    If anyone said that I'm a bad person, then I will be the bad person.
    If anyone said that I'm a bitch, then I will be the bitch that they said.
    If anyone said that I'm a stupid, then I will be a stupid person.
    If you said that I don't trust you at all, then yes, I will be the person who doesn't trust you.

What I'm trying to show was, even I'm not the kind of person that you said I was, I will try to do it and fulfill it. The bad news is, it only works on those who said bad things about me and that's because when you're good and being recognized, some will tried to be even better just to proven to everyone else. But to me, I will just stay the same and just be myself by helping those should be helped and those that I afford to help. There's no point of purposely showing off your goodness, because goodness can't be shown but to felt in the victims and oneself's heart.

Happy New Year everyone, is year 2015 ! Hopefully is not late to wish everyone and Happy Holidays. 

Well, what I did a week ago was swimming. I haven't been swimming for about 7-8 years and it feels good getting back into the pool full with water. It was tough for me to catch my breathe but I managed to swim 6 laps in the end. If it was 7-8 years ago, I would able to swim 10 laps easily but I couldn't hope so much as I like a rookie back into the swimming pool. 6 laps is much enough for a rookie without using a swimming goggles. It really a good exercise for losing weight, not saying others sports isn't good enough, but depends on individual liking. For me, just by swimming 6 laps a day and twice a week (Olympic standard pool sized) without controlling what I eat afterwards, had me loss 2.5 kg. That's quit a lot as I had sushi after swimming, few box of different flavor chocolate in my room which I consume when I was watching drama while leaning on the bed.

Best of all, yesterday a friend of mine came to my house for a visit and chit-chatting and the first thing he told my mom was that I look thinner than I used to. At first, I just took it as a sweet untruth compliment which every boy will said to a girl when they meet to give a good impression. But after he went back home, he text me again and said : "You thin liao leh, better looking d." I'm not sure what other people will think but for me, second time compliment will assure me that he really does think so and is not just a compliment.

If you readers out there really thought of swimming:

• Don't forget to warm up your whole body at least 3-5 minutes before and after you enter the pool.

• Don't swim half way and stop, try your best the swim half lap and take a few breathing and continue the other half lap to make it 1 lap.

• Just because you completed 1 lap doesn't mean you could stop and start splashing water with your friend, continue the swimming and breathe until you thinks your body is hot enough and call it a day.

• Go with people who are serious in swimming and not those who are fooling around so that you will not get distracted but motivated to swim more.

Whether swimming works or does not in losing weight, just don't give up in exercising. Look at the positive side, those who doesn't know how to swim that when to learn it, it might be useful for you now in the present and so as in the future. Having an extra skills meaning one steps closer to the advantage of your success, one step closer saving your life and others, also one step further from drowning to death.

So what's your sports?

   It has been exam period for the last couple weeks, and it has finally come to the end. I wanted to thanks a friend of mine who is so supportive and helped me with all my revisions and last minute preparation.

    On this 2nd semester, I don't have the motivation to go to any of the tutorial classes and lecturer. But I did force to attend the tutorial classes because there's a attendance and those who absence more than 3 times will be automatically banned for taking the final exam. Whether the system will really ban, I not sure because I've missed a tutorial class more than that and I still able to take the final exam for that subject.

    So do I have to feel fortunate and gladful? I don't know. I will just take it as a second chance given by them.

    After each paper I sat, I predicted that I might failed that exam due to the cutting class and last minute. However, I would prefer that it did not end up as what I had predicted, hopefully. Alright that's it for today and YEAH！Happy 3 long months holiday to me and all others who are having holiday.

I would like to apologize upon a few things before I start : 

First : Sorry for the slow-dead post posted into the blog, actually don't have the mood for it and half forgotten about this.

Second ( last ) : Sorry  for the recent post that was halfway through and the jumping stories sequence. I just write the stories according to the mood that I have.


  As everyone know, yesterday was the last day of November and it has came to the end with the new beginning of December. The question is, what you did on 30th November? It could be : 

• gym / sports
• having a family day
• sleep / party all day long 
• revising for the final exam 
• having a good online games with friends
• having a charity carnival and concert to help the orphanage
• other more .............................

To those who having their final exam, GOOD LUCK and all the best. I know it is tough and stressful as I also having my final exams of my sems2 ~ 

  So how did I spent my last day of November? I did not revise as I was given myself a day off or two from books/notes and just wanted have some quality time of my own to relax and chill. After all, you can't do your best if you are in stress. Therefore, I had some gaming (Dragon Nest) with my friend (porky), we are rushing to level up for the leveling event.

  Afterwards, I spent half of my day with my family at a charity carnival that was organized by the ALC college who was raising funds to donate to the orphanage at a secondary/high school. As usual, there's food stall, game stall and also a few lucky draw event.  Food such as: UncleBob, fruits, pudding, sushi, Taiwan sausage, fried taufu rojak, curry fish ball, sweet corns and more ... The carnival is full of life and with laughter under the warm sun , family and friends were enjoying themselves even though they spent more money food and games because it was a charity of good. One of my cousin from my mother side found us and apparently she was a student of ALC college.

  As for me and my family, mom was sitting in the hall due to the UV light, my dad was wondering around for delicious food, and we siblings was trying out the games and end up giving all our best to collect points for exchanging prices. Although I like to play games, but I never good at it, so I didn't play at the carnival. There were few games: ring toss, cans, angry bird, darts and so on .... I could said that, we spent almost RM120 on darts game because it was the easier among all to collect points and this is how the game / rule goes :

6 Darts for each game (RM4)

- 4 balloons (1 point)

- 5 balloons (2 points)

- 6 balloons (3 points)

* it can be combine game which means, you pay RM8 for 12 darts to collect points. However you couldn't stack up the points by paying RM4 for 6 darts at a time as the balloon will be filled back and the number of success balloon pop will be reset. 

  We accumulated enough points to exchange gifts and head back home with some foods from the carnival. Rain dripping down slowly as we heading home. It was a good ending for the carnival. 

~THIS ISN'T THE END OF THE POST AND DEFINITELY NOT THE END OF THE DAY~

  There is a charity concert where we got the tickets for free, the venue is at SJK (C) Pin Hwa 1. The performance was average and I believed that they can make it better if they had more leisure to prepare. I found out from my cousin saying that, the charity concert was going to cancelled as they only started preparing a month or couple ago. With a short period of time, it wasn't enough to settle up a good concert. It need times for audition, preparation, organize ... 

  Truth from the bottom of my heart, the concert was a disaster. The dance from the goup performance dancing K-pop is too brief and there's too much of belly dance. There's one thing that manage to impress me for a minute was a 6 years old boy performing big-boxing. However, the quality of his big-boxing was good at the beginning but the longer the time pass his performance is getting worse by seconds. And that is when the excitement falls.

Here is a short peek of some of the performance that I managed to capture : 

outfit of the day

Additionally, I would like to share a video which I found on Youtube that never fail to bring tears to my eyes ... 

  It started a couple months ago, when I received her phone call at noon and being informed that her father had passed away. Such a sudden, and I thought she was making a joke, but who would take their own father to make these kind of jokes. Then, she added at the back, saying that she going to get married in November 2014 with the reason of delaying the wedding due to the recent death of her dad and have to follow the courtesy (married after 48days and within 100days of the death of the beloved or else had to wait another 3years). At that time, I did not questioned her anything until we meet up next time, as everything is blurry because I just get up from my sleep.

  The day we meet up, with her and another best friend, Kai Ning. We gathered at Sunway Pyramid while waiting for her to finish her work and Kai Ning to come. She was busying chatting with her colleague and did not realized I was standing right behind her booth watching public people ice skating below me. She wasn't in her uniform, but in the pregnancy clothes. The first thing came into my thoughts, can't it be that she's pregnant and that's the main reason she getting married so soon? After 30mins, Kai Ning came, and yet she did not realized. We waited for another 15mins and barely could stand it anymore, so we called out her name, and showed us a surprised-innocent look with a big smile saying, "she's happy to see us".

  She packed her things, and we get out from Pyramid and to SS15 as she haven't had her dinner yet. On the way, she kept on asking us what to eat, and we asked her to decide, because both me and Kai Ning had took ours. Finally, she knew what she felt like eating, LutLut. As for me, I bought 4slices of cakes for myself, we had a good chat, from secondary school to couple life (pass and present) to family. Laughter and sadness had filled the atmosphere. Time passed fast, is 12midnight, Kai Ning drove herself back to her new house using my car followed by me sending her back home and finally I back to my own house under a heavy rain.



That was the last time we see each other, not until 8th November.