Monday, March 18, 2013

这几天,都不知道发生什么事情。就连续5天!5天啊~
做梦都会定时0512HRS起来。起来了,就在床上打滚一会才能睡回去。
但是今天,好不容易睡回去了,又做了一场梦。不是噩梦,也不是一场美梦。

稍微讲解我梦的故事吧:

One day, I went outdoor camping at one of the forest with some of my relatives.
When on the way to the forest, we had a bumpy ride. Since is a forest, there's hills and rocks.
Then suddenly, I knocked some thing extremely hard, which I don't know what is that, when the driver didn't saw a huge hole infront.
The impact make our butt separate from the seats from a second.
It was so painful, and I almost cried out, but still, I acted as if I'm fine and did not hitted anything hard.
As they asked me, after they heard a BANG sound. Cause I don't want them to worried so much.

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After we reached the destination. One of my cousin brother pressed on my head.
He asked me am I alright, just to make sure.
Eventhough he did not touched the swollen part, I still can feel the pain.
I smile at him, and I answered : Yes, I alright.
He let go, and went to bring down all the things from the car with the help of others.
Some preparing the tent, some get water from the river. But I wasn't doing anything.
My head felt a bit dizzy, maybe is due to just know, I bang my head againts something.

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My cousin sister, took a big and heavy bottle of water just to boil water for soups.
Then my uncle (the cousin siter's father) saw, and walked towards me.
He had a roll of paper on his hand, and he kept knocked on my head softly while saying:

Why are you just sitting here and do nothing?
Why you didn't help your cousin sister to carry that heavy bottle of water?
You are wearing sport shoes, and she is wearing heels.

And lots more questions...........

The way he knocked my head non-stop infront of others relative was super embrassing.
I can't hold up my tears anymore. Although it wasn't as pain as the bang at the head.
But I had lost my respect infront of everyone. What he hurt was inner and mentally.

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I cried loudly, with lots of tears dripping out from both my eye. Snivel coming out from both my nostril.


I woke up, I found myself with tears, and my nostrils was block.


虽然只是一场的梦,但是梦到自己的自尊在大家面前失去,还比噩梦更恐怖!

起来了,我洗个脸,冲个凉。吃了早餐,就准备去学校了。因为今天就是18032013,要面对我STPM的成绩了。
没人通知我有颁奖典礼啊,需要穿长裤还有包鞋。也没时间回家换了,因为从我家去回都需要30分钟,再加上换裤子 穿鞋的时间。
就这样子,我穿着到膝盖的裤子还有拖鞋上台拿我的成绩。好紧张,手在发抖,想开但是又怕看到结果。
全部人都拿了,我的好朋友也开了她的成绩来看。她也劝我打开来看。就因为她的鼓励,我撕了一边,瞧瞧的望了一眼。

朋友就说:及格!合格进大学了!

真的吓了我!合格就好,就好。能申请进大学就好。我不期待拿到多高,有努力过就好了,虽然不算是什么好Result。

就 : 2B,1C,1C-

呵呵, 单算呢,C- 是不及格。


回到家,原本有打算跟神仙道的朋友说,我及格了。但是看来没有人知道,更没人问我。
我昨晚有在群里说,但是没人理会。就这样子,我没打算跟他们说了。就当做没有事情发生。

家人呢,我也没有打算跟他们说了~~~
我很害怕他们拿我的成绩跟其他的小孩比较。我很讨厌他们这样子,真的好讨厌!

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