Although the trip is fun.. but i dont have a partner.. evryone in the bus had one partner, but i... js alone.. haihz.. i hope (that person) can go with me,.. g
Last few days is a hardest day for me, and also will be the last smile that my families will saw on my smile. All because of my eldest brother, which makes me like that. And every night I slept in tears, I didn't even slept in my own room. I slept at the top floor of my house, so everyone wont disturb me.
Then on Saturday, I cant take it anymore of the way my brother behave. I was trying to killed myself, by taking every kind of medicine that my house had. I know is a stupid decisions. But I had think about it quite a long time.. And it didn't not came out the way I had plan, in exchange... I got a fever..
At night, my whole families was finding me, they sacred that I had (H1N1).. I told them that i had a normal fever, And i dont think so that my eldest brother knew that I had a fever. And i dont even think that why I had a fever by sudden.. It is because of the stress that I cannot take it anymore from my brother.
Sunday~ After my Dhama School, I reached home and immediately when upstairs.. Didn't go out eat lunch with my brother.. ....................................................................................................... ....................................................................................................... ....................................................................................................... ....................................................................................................... .......................................................................................................
I'm a failure person, and why would I said that? Cause is the fact. My father asked us to sell the mask to anyone who want to buy. Is much more cheaper than other people sold outside, is RM20 per box, 50pcs. Outside would sell RM25 per box or RM1 per piece, and some even sell RM5 per piece. Well thats really drinking peoples blood. And guess what, my sister sold 40+boxes, my second brother sold bout almost 120boxes and he just started on last sunday. My younger bro today sold 45boxes of mask to his teacher. My mother sold bout 160boxes. Guess how many i just sold? Just 2, 2boxes of mask! I also cant believe myself that my younger brother sold more then me. I was like, (OMG), i really a failure. Just never ever ask me to promote things or sell, for sure cant sell anything. XD Anyway, I'm really am a business failure!~