Whats On My Mind~

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY DEDICATE TO PAK KEONG

Bakit ako kahit na abala ilagay sa tunay na damdamin para sa iyo. Ako got ang isang tunay na magandang pakiramdam patungo sa iyo, ngunit ang end up sa pagkuha ng saktan ka sa pamamagitan. Ako ay talagang nais na gawin ulok mga bagay, maging sanhi ng hindi ko ito. Wala akong pakialam kung alam mo kung ano ako tungkol sa pakikipag-usap o hindi mo kahit na pag-aalaga. Lahat ng gusto kong sabihin ay Mahal kita.
Kumuha ako tunay Masakit kapag hindi ka nag reply sa akin, o kaya pagiging malamig sa akin.
Sa ang laro, sinabi mo mahal mo sa kanya kaya marami. Maaari ako nadama ang aking puso ay pinutin. Alam mo ba ako umiiyak ngayon. Sinabi mo hindi mo na saktan ako, at ngayon, saktan mo ako ng kahit na mas masama kaysa sa bago. Sigurado na ang uri ng tao na hindi sinunod ang iyong salita? Umaasa ako hindi = '(

Am I Curse?

The more it happens, the more I think is true!
I still remember is on 12.05.2011
When I told one of my friend That I'm not single.
It felt happy when I told someone
cause won;t feel like hiding something. =)
But at $pm something, I receive a message
from him, and saying that

[璇，我觉得我们无论是年级还是家世
都很不适合，步入就这样算了吧。]

Before I read this message, I already had a
feel that something bad will happen.
Examples : break up~~
My left chest is really hurt!
That also maybe one of my sense~~
It always accurate,
Happened 6times, Correct 6times

Maybe I'm not suitable to have a relationships
or I haven find the right one!
Maybe the only thing that suits me the best
was becoming a [Prostitute] or a play girl~~
lesbian o.O maybe.. hmm~

Form6

Hey guys, my form6 is starting..
Oh man, I'm really scare. I still can't
make up my mind what course should
I take. Is super frustrating, when you
dunno what you going to do next.
Well, today's orietation was fun,
and also embarrassing~~
When Mr.Kang suddenly called me
out and gave me the mike, asked
me to talk infront for 5minutes!
Haha, I'm really scare n shock,
I smiled like an idiot infront of everyone~
Why Mr.Kang have to pick me?
The only reason I could thought of was,
my sister. Because he taught me sister
when she entered form6 xD
All I hope that form6 will go well.
And hope will change my life~~

我是……

我不太会回答人家的问题 跟不会安慰人家
可能我给了你我的答案 你会误会了我的意识
但是……

你对我

你对我那么绝情但你就不知道这样会弄到我更想引到你注意力
你对我这么绝情但你不知道我有多么的痛苦每天要这样面对你
你对我那么绝情但你不知道我的心有多么的脆弱容易被伤害的
你对我这么绝情但你会觉得我每天晚上掉眼泪都是为了这件事
但我还是搞不清楚你那么绝情我却牢牢的记在心里你所说的话