没化妆的我

各种心情各种角度通通的在那短短的时间内拍了下来
带着害怕 想念 模糊 兴奋 回忆 伤心 高兴 等待
舍不得 2011年 但却 迫不急待的欢迎 新的一年

The New Style, The Same Old Me.

( ^ 3 ^ )..Salon..( ^ 3 ^ )

I went to a hair salon for a hair cut, a new hairstyle, and a new look. I was really exciting and lack of comnfident. I kept on wondering, what if the hairstyle dont suit me at all. What if my family don't like it? I thought of it, over and over again. At last, I made my decision. So, I took out my specs, sat on the chair, and watched the salon auntie cut away my hair bit by bit with a blur vision. After that, I go through rebonding. One hour before everything was done, I felt real sleepy. So I sat there sleeping with a feeling of unprotected. xD Afraid that they will watch me sleep. Goodbye to my hair long hair, I'll seeyou soon. When I got into the car, the first thing my mom said is ''yer, not nice.'' So I just kept quiet. After I got home, my maid was so shock to see my short. Her eyes open as wide as an owl! =) Later by then, it was my sisrwe turns. Well, she knew that I went for a hair cut. She said: '' OMG, you looked like chai yin.'' One of my cousin >< After I had my dinner, when I was watching TV, my mom came and kept on telling me that it will look nicer after a couple of months. I felt liked she was comforting me and at the mean time, she is telling me that, I told you so, that this kind of hairstyle don't suit you. Ok, I agreed, maybe is not really suit me, but whats done is done. =) Oh yeah! I got new hairstyle ready just in time for my vacation. So when people view my photos, it won't be the same old boring hairsytle. I hope that they will like it, and comment about it. Truth is ugly~ HAHA [I want truth and beauty, not truth but ugly] *greedy me* As for where am I going? Hmm, all I knew is Japan. Which part, then I have no idea at all. Although my mom said it 100times, but I still can't saved it in my memory. :P So I'll be updating new news, post, and not to forget pictures too once I got back to my Home Sweets Home.

( ^ 3 ^ )..The End..( ^ 3 ^ )

I had a friend, which was a model. Now work as a agent ( if i wasn't mistaken)
Well, I wanna tell her that whether she could help me.
In ways like, something related to model those kind.
But I'm really scare, I don't have confident.
I scare her answer will hurt me or even worse.
I really wanted to tell her, but dunno where to start
or even how to start. Damn mouth!

Such a simple thing and I can't even do it.

I've been thinking it for more than 9months,
and I still can't take out the courage to tell her.

HELP! HELP!
*how much I hope that she got my blog and can see what I wanna tell her, although I din gave mine >< and is nt even detail.*

Login & Logout

‎==There is someone who doesn't even know wat is login n logout! ppl trying to explain to her wat is login n logout

she said: '' i don wan to know. all i wan to know is how come when i on dad's fb (using blackberry) can't see his fb de?''
i said: '' mom, he din even login, how do u see it?''
she said: '' usually can see de, y now can't?''
i said: '' tht day i use my acc to login then i logout mine. until now dad also haven login his.. of course u cant see his fb.''
she asked: ''then he logout means his thing all gone?''

*stunned for awhile* dont even know how to replied her.

she said: ''usually i on can see ber cik, n others ppl name de.

GRRR! Geramnya..... the more i explain the more i wanna raise my voice n ask her to shut up! dont even know wat is login n logout n still don wan me to explain. [PLUS] i using pc to show her, step by step. by login n out my fb again n again...
the worst is tht, she tot tht login in to a fb only can use acc == i was like 'WHAT!'

how is daddy going to login to fb using my acc, when he don even know wats is my pssw.. GAH!
trying to use the bank n money to explain to her.. she said tht she don wan me to explain it by using money ==
she don know technology, what else she expect me to explain wif? other than money? bake cakes? or stay at home shouting at ppl n blame everything on us...!

Copy + Paste

We go to schjool, to attend "CLASS" .

...C.L.A.S.S. = Come Late And Sleep Silently.

at home, we have to "STUDY" .

...S.T.U.D.Y. = Sleep, Tv, Ultimated-sms, Dota, Youtube.

... ... ...

in class, we're given "HOMEWORK" .

...H.O.M.E.W.O.R.K. = Half Of My Energy Wasted On Random Knowledge.

while doing homework, we refer to "TEXTBOOK" .

...TEXTBOOK = TEXTing + faceBOOK.

Who say study life isnt fun? xD

[哈哈]

Editing~

Yesterday I went to google to find some photo editor which does not require to download.

And I cut out few pics and place it together to make a new photo.

That will be my 1st time. FYI: All those pictures taken in one day.

The 2nd one is an old picture that I took long time ago, and recently

I found it one others webpage. So just wanna post it here, to

share to you guys (if there's someone looking at my blog)

Movie- Letter to Juliet

This is a movie that my younger brother introduce me to watch.
At 1st I was wondering what kind of movie? Is it scary~
And when I watched it few hours ago, I'm shocked to found out
that it was like a love story. Furthermore, my younger brother
do know how to enjoy it.
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Beginning Part:
This movie (Letter to Juliet) is about a girl (Sophia) who believes in true love,
and she loves to write and hoping one of her stories will be publish.
She was engage and they're going for a honeymoon to Rome.
The city of romance. Her boyfriend was a chief, and he took this tour
as a opportunity to find supplies for his dishes.
And then, Sophia got herself a job, as a secretary for julia. Whom help juliet
to replied those letter and sent it back. One day, she found a letter which is hidden
behind a rock which written 50years ago which no one found until now.
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Middle Part:
Sophia tagged along with them to find the old lady 1st true love 50years ago.
They when through alot. And at last, when the old lady don't want to meet the
old man. Suddenly, a man rode a brown horse and come forward. He came down
from the horse and was surprise to saw her. They hug each other.
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End part:
Sophia attended that wedding. The old woman read out the letter that wrote by
Sophia to the old lady. Everyone was touch. After that, Sophia ran away to a
bakony. The guy who felt in love with her ( old lady grandson) chase her,
and they told their feeling to each other. They kissed, and happy ending.
Oh ya! Sophia called of the engagements before she attended for the wedding ^^

Hehe, I don't really do a great job on descripting it.
But there's a phrase that I really like:
(A butter to a bread, and the bread is my life)
FYI, I can't really remember. I think is something like this.

Whats On My Mind~

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY DEDICATE TO PAK KEONG

Bakit ako kahit na abala ilagay sa tunay na damdamin para sa iyo. Ako got ang isang tunay na magandang pakiramdam patungo sa iyo, ngunit ang end up sa pagkuha ng saktan ka sa pamamagitan. Ako ay talagang nais na gawin ulok mga bagay, maging sanhi ng hindi ko ito. Wala akong pakialam kung alam mo kung ano ako tungkol sa pakikipag-usap o hindi mo kahit na pag-aalaga. Lahat ng gusto kong sabihin ay Mahal kita.
Kumuha ako tunay Masakit kapag hindi ka nag reply sa akin, o kaya pagiging malamig sa akin.
Sa ang laro, sinabi mo mahal mo sa kanya kaya marami. Maaari ako nadama ang aking puso ay pinutin. Alam mo ba ako umiiyak ngayon. Sinabi mo hindi mo na saktan ako, at ngayon, saktan mo ako ng kahit na mas masama kaysa sa bago. Sigurado na ang uri ng tao na hindi sinunod ang iyong salita? Umaasa ako hindi = '(

Am I Curse?

The more it happens, the more I think is true!
I still remember is on 12.05.2011
When I told one of my friend That I'm not single.
It felt happy when I told someone
cause won;t feel like hiding something. =)
But at $pm something, I receive a message
from him, and saying that

[璇，我觉得我们无论是年级还是家世
都很不适合，步入就这样算了吧。]

Before I read this message, I already had a
feel that something bad will happen.
Examples : break up~~
My left chest is really hurt!
That also maybe one of my sense~~
It always accurate,
Happened 6times, Correct 6times

Maybe I'm not suitable to have a relationships
or I haven find the right one!
Maybe the only thing that suits me the best
was becoming a [Prostitute] or a play girl~~
lesbian o.O maybe.. hmm~

Form6

Hey guys, my form6 is starting..
Oh man, I'm really scare. I still can't
make up my mind what course should
I take. Is super frustrating, when you
dunno what you going to do next.
Well, today's orietation was fun,
and also embarrassing~~
When Mr.Kang suddenly called me
out and gave me the mike, asked
me to talk infront for 5minutes!
Haha, I'm really scare n shock,
I smiled like an idiot infront of everyone~
Why Mr.Kang have to pick me?
The only reason I could thought of was,
my sister. Because he taught me sister
when she entered form6 xD
All I hope that form6 will go well.
And hope will change my life~~

我是……

我不太会回答人家的问题 跟不会安慰人家
可能我给了你我的答案 你会误会了我的意识
但是……

你对我

你对我那么绝情但你就不知道这样会弄到我更想引到你注意力
你对我这么绝情但你不知道我有多么的痛苦每天要这样面对你
你对我那么绝情但你不知道我的心有多么的脆弱容易被伤害的
你对我这么绝情但你会觉得我每天晚上掉眼泪都是为了这件事
但我还是搞不清楚你那么绝情我却牢牢的记在心里你所说的话

The time I had enjoyed the most

Enjoyed with my siblings, cousins, school activities,
secondary school friend from both school,
activities plan by friends, hangout
and celebrations xD

Skip Skip Skip

Skip to the part that,
my new puppy had been in my house for almost 2months,
he is getting bigger and naughty....
I'm mean to me only, cause he's not afraid of me ><

Skip to other part,
Switzerland was a heaven to me..
Everywhere we go, I saw lovely snow mountain
I have done all the things I wanted to do when snow.
Play snowball fight, stuck in the snow, do snow angel,
do our little tiny snowman, and lastly walk on the streets
when the snow is still falling down from the sky!
Drank hot cocoa outside the cafe, with the sky, moutain, lake
opposite~~

Skip Skip Skip,
Huhu, two days ago was April Fool!
Happy belated April Fool to you guys,
Who ever was reading, or what so ever! =)
I was tricked by a guy, who secretly change his birthday on the
day of April Fool!
Most of the people wished him and got fool, at
least he had lots of fun, and his the 1st
person n last person who successfully tricked me (this year)

*whisper* I had forgotten when's birthday! xD

Last Skip,
Yesterday (02042011)
I passed my undang, weehee~~ hurray to me!
Next, driving @@ 有点怕怕
Today (03042011) - Happy Birthday to one of my 武侠朋友 [aniu] ^^

I think thats it, everything happen in my life within 3months
all written in one post

Sorry for the late late update! xD

Well this post is going to be about 2011 Chinese New Year!
Few parts that I really enjoy with my beloved sister xD
Taking photos together, making food, and enjoying the view of nature

I'm not just any city girl, who only use technology~
But the person who will really appreciate the things we had around us xD
Hope you guys will learn to enjoy it too
And don't go around throwing rubbish, cutting down the trees
OR
even open burning ^^

06022011

Today will be the 4th day of chinese new year, and is getting bored..

Now at PJ Bintang looking at the cars. Not me, my parents.

All the car here look the same same, not nice at all..

I hope is not for me ><

thanks goodness that here have Mac for me to use, so

I can update my blog, and won't be rotten here.

WEll, valentine's day is coming soon..

Damn time goes freaking fast, is just like yesterday I just

transfer to SMK Seafield.

Can't believe that 5years have past. @@

Grr~ I don't know what to type anymore.

My mind is all thinking bout u and the game.

That chinese game I played less than 2months and I'm addicted to it~ xD

As you can see, I'm now less active in FB

Cause of the chinese game, I use up at least 10hours infront of the

computer just to play that game.

I just can't get that game out of my head.

I'm thinking of it every minutes, every seconds.

Even when I'm taking shower or sleeping.

I even dream about it in my dreams.

Zhou zhou, help me. I need help =(