Sunday, November 8, 2009

On the way to doctor

Today I went to see doctor with my parents. In the car, my dad told me that my ticket to Milan, Italy no one wanted to buy. So how? Then I said too bad la, now I don't want to go anymore. Haihz.... Now I really don't know want to go a not.

When the doctor checking me, the doctor said that I have low blood pressure and my heart very weak. That why I will always feel headache, weak or faint. =.= So he asked me whether wanted to put needle or take medicine. Surely I want to take medicine.

So now, back to Italy. Should I go to Italy? I really don't know! Can anyone tell whether should I go or waste the air ticket?


My pills


SUNDAY
15:50pm
8.11.2009

Friday, November 6, 2009

Cant find, Goodbye

Haihz, today after i finish using my computer. I wanted to feed muffy (my little turtle). But I went into my room toilet, I found out that its had gone. I dont know where it gone, and how it come out! Then, I ran here and there looking for it, but no way to be found. I called for my maid, I had no idea where the hell she went. She's not in the house, not at the garden. So I kept looking for her.
I also asked my younger brother for help, I asked him to helped me find my turtle. We looked every where, from east to west, from south to north. But there's no sign of muffy. Then 30minutes later, I found my maid. She was sitting in her room. Then I asked here just now where she go. She said: '' I'm outside''. ''Ya right, just now I was standing outside looking for you and calling. If you were outside you should be able to heard me calling for you'', I said. I hope there will be a miracle, that tomorrow morning when I wake up. I will saw muffy in front of my door.
But if tomorrow I still cant find it or something bad happen to her. Then

(May Its Stay In Peace)

=(

Yesterday night, my dad suddenly came and knock my room loudly. I thought whats going on, then I open my door with a smile. My dad asked me to go down with him with a serious face. Then I was thinking, what I have done wrong. Maybe just now I forgot to throw my fruit seeds away or anything.

Then my dad when to the maid room and took out the hanger and sat down on the dinning chair. He turned the paper page by pages, at that time I only found out thats was my monthly handphone bill. In my head, I was thinking bout '' Oh shit, I dead this time'. My dad said out loud how much I had use. ''March RM198+, April RM256+, May RM 289+, June RM 247+, July RM 146+ till November.''

He use the hanger and beat my hand six times, three times at the left and another three times on the right hand. Then he continued scolding, I was shutting my mouth and dont dared to opened my mouth to talk. After a few seconds later, my mom came also and saw my face had changed colour. My lips had turned to something like red mixed bit of black colour, I felt I was going to fainted. I cant open my eyes, cant see clearly, and what I saw was a light shinning in front of me. Like showing and telling me this is the end of me.

Then my mom checked back the phone bills and said the first few month I use alot. " You sent alot picture message isn't it? Picture message very expansive" she added. Then my mom told my dad " Xin Na she used prepared card, and she didnt even asked me money for reload". I added: '' Of course, she message only need 1sen per message. Some more, she got boyfriend, he will helped her to reload."

My dad spoke and said: '' Ok, you go buy a prepared card for yourself. After that I will cut away your current line." I was liked thinking, you should do that a long time ago. You shouldn't break my last time prepared sim card. Now you see!'' Later, he asked me to pulled my ears for hundred times, but I only pulled 1/2 times. Cause I cant take my breath anymore, so my mom asked me to sit down. But I went out, cause sitting inside cant make me calmed down.

My maid, she so kind. She brought me a cup of warm water, and she asked me whether I was alright. I replied her: '' Yes, im alright. I just need a few moments alone." When I finish saying, she went back in. My legs was shaking badly, my hands was hurting, my tears cant stopped coming out from my eyes, I cant swallowed the water nicely. I sat under the rained bout 45minutes then I only went back inide, and straight away I went up to my room.



Guess Who I Sent Picture Message To?

Monday, November 2, 2009

Days

2 more days till my exam finish
16 more days till the SPM
25 more days till the NewMoon come out
27 more days till my dad birthday
27 more days to Italy
29 more days to take report cards
52 more day till Christmas Eve
53 more days till Christmas
59 more days till my birthday
59 more days till New Year Eve
60 more days till TAHUN BARU CINA